:) Can you believe that he was afraid of phantom germs and caught one and it puffed his head up like Goonies?
I have done a lot of really really really stupid things. It is not always appropriate but sometimes a story or two. I gave it everything I got to get better and even so without others love I would have never made it.
One more? I was rabidly searching for the right pills from a women's house and couldn't remember which one it was. I said well here we go. I shot 4 until one started a slow and steady rise of a Train noise in my head you cannot fathom. I dropped to my knees and prayed and when it subsided I got up and tried number 5.
I Am amazed today with freedom and it cost me a lot. I missed so MUCH.
I am only stronger in hindsight. I remember pathetic very well.