I seize to believe such a blasphemous story. Pics of your girl or she doesn't exist. I want to see the girl that would date a douche bag with deeply seeded psychological issues such as yourself. If you can't provide a pic of you with her holding up a sign that says this is my girlfriend, then it never happened. Can't provide such a thing? I didn't think so. On a serious note, you should really consider visiting with a psychiatrist. Not a psychologist, a psychiatrist cause you are in desperate need of some drugs!