"and I still break the rules from time to times due to "lack of control on the emotions" and the tendency to rationalize a mistake as a temporary setback" ---------------------------------------------------------------
Zeev...
There is a good side to "breaking my rules" - it almost always reminds me that there were very valid reasons they became rules in the first place. Over the years I have developed a long list of do's and don'ts, and I paid a steep tuition for the education. Occasionally I go back to take a refresher course, and it is rarely free.