Listen up Gorby o'l boy and I'll explain this to you very slowly so you can understand it. I will have a nice day. I don't understand your sentence structure. I will though answer it the best I can. I will voice my thoughts. Yes I think voiceing my thoughts will help. I can't sell what I want because no one will buy it. I am not rich. I am not a negative person. I see things how they really are. Maybe not from the beginning everytime but I eventually get the picture. I am sorry that me presenting reality to you blurrs the rose colored vision you seem to adore.