Sit down, crack yourself a coolie, and ask yourself that, Digr .... i mean really ask it ... Matt has, imho, acted with reasonable honour in your case ... unlike gotmilk/dougak, as expressed above in full irrelevancy, that's how you came to the attention of admin in the first place ... but what counts now, for you, is how you handle the present situation .... permit me to observe, if you will, that he does not call you cyclops, nor me greaser, and that it might behove you to drop the fatso style epithets, maybe even take that chip on your shoulder and go smoke some salmon with it, or something