Who really cares what you believe? You have no basis for believing it. You just want to, in spite of all the evidence to the contrary. You are entitled to your own opinion, (as is my grandaughter who is almost 2). You're actually claiming entitlement to your own facts. That's more problematic.
Again, you're annoying the adults. If that's not your intention, perhaps you really are a dolt. I had assumed it was an act.