not at all ... J. M. is MY first two initials,
and part of my real email address.
And you don't have to pretend anything to get help at the DOD, SBIR help link,
they will give you all the info they can, except what they have to hold back for the company head. They were very helpful, emailed me right back AND picked up the phone on the first ring, and talked to me straight up.
But OK, for asking!
GLTA!