To lend some credulence to your "special relationship", perhaps you will be more definitive of same, or provide some bonafide reason for your reluctance to do same. In other words Verity, WTF are you, and why should anyone faith and trust you anymore than we have The Dean. I've been QASP and holding HEAVY for to long, but still not without hope.
At this dismal sp may as well let it all slide, but I really don't need such a large capital loss this tax season. It's been a crappy enough year in the real business world.