Well, I lost a lot of money many more times than once. In fact, I lost $50,000 TWICE over the past year, and yes, that was a very significant amount to me. I made it back both times, though. CDIV has pulled me ahead of the game, and I plan on it doing much more than that. Maybe what you need is more losses to remind you that this is just a game, as is life, and when you go through life with your tail between your legs there will be only one possible result... loserdom. I seriously doubt CDIV is the stock you want to be in at the moment if you want more losses, however.