Same here. I've got two 20k unit lots riding on it.
See, this is the part I have trouble with. I'm very green on EU and nicely green on my USD/CHF longs.
I get tempted to pull the trigger, especially when we start coming up on hourly tunnels. We'll hit those soon.
I gotta find that duct tape and tape down my trigger finger...LOL!
It's kind of like when I was smoking and I was trying to quit. I would cheat and take a hit and it would feel good for a little bit. Then, I would be mad at myself for doing it.