Gail, we are here and we care. I have been busy all week but have you in my thoughts. You have just lost your closest friend, you have to give yourself some time.... Give the business some time to, people have to hear the ad several times for it to sink in, it takes a little while to become an overnight success. You have passion for what you want to do and in the end that will win out. Take a deep breath, and a look around and you will see it will be alright. XXOO really! Luci