chunga1 -- based on what you have presented of yourself in your posts here (never mind elsewhere), this much is all too clear:
your precious little so-called 'reality' -- in which you lazily/utterly uncritically elevate your beloved pathologically delusional lies, which you eagerly gobble up as they are spoon-fed to you by right-wing hate-media traitors to this nation (and indeed to pretty much anything worthwhile about humanity), above any and all contrary or differing actual realities and truths no matter how overwhelmingly manifest -- which you do so as to 'rationalize' to yourself your ignorant hatreds and demonizations of others and your relentless projections of your own faults and failings onto others, and because doing so (along with having the assault weapons you so sickly cherish and enjoy waving in others' faces [ http://investorshub.advfn.com/boards/read_msg.aspx?message_id=36128950 ] [yeah, you're a 'nightmare' all right]) makes you feel like a big man -- that precious little so-called 'reality' of yours is nothing but, and nothing more than, a contemporary replay of the classic, and (of course) profoundly cowardly, mindset of a thoroughly-brainwashed fascist thug
sorry, but it is what it is -- 'the thing speaks for itself'