I'm not sure how he feels exactly. I know that when I originally got into hmgp, zguy was one of my favorite posters, and for that matter, he still is, other than I think he's addicted to the koolaid. He was one of the few who was seriously looking at the t trades objectively, but the way I see it, he lost his objectivity when he chose to believe the hemi pr's about those trades and the cash flow positive statements.
When the truth finally comes out about hemi, it will be a major event for all of us. Some will gloat and rub it in when they're right, others will be totally dejected if they're wrong, and others will just take it in stride and move on. If I end up being right, I have no intention of rubbing it in... there will be plenty of pain without that. If I'm wrong, and others try to rub it in, I can take it. For me, truth trumps all.