Lets take the tiger by the tail, because now that you have been shown the door, your paying friends say "stay".
What's a hired hit man like yourself run nowadays?
Gene therapy is the only answer. Your cloak of holier-than-thou-ness would have to lose it's luster sooner or later. Funny how the chickens always come home to roost when deception runs out of alleys to run into.
My advice is to pull a Dragonesquire and find another Cotton, Stockboy, or flip to become.
Good luck ontop of that lonely mountain. And just call the boys and tell them the cover's blown.LOLOLOLOL.