Got Milk Would like to respond privately.
But I do not have a premium service.
NO, I am not a shrink or a professional service provider of any kind. Nor do I recomend,treat,tend,aid,or give professional advice in any area of the human condition.
Yes MSG#48655 on subs to .02 was a JOKE.
Apparently, maybe not such a funny one to you.
Got, Sounds like you have a multi-dimensional disorder. Where parts of yourself are split off from other parts. There are all kinds of big words to discribe this condition and many more medications to help it. But basicly you have a divided self. I would seek the help of a professional. In this field opinions varry like the wind. What I think may be extremly helpful to you would be to find out if there ever was a time in your life when you didn't hear the voices. Regression Therapists are very good at this. It is quite possible that your current state is a defence mechcanism borne from an earlier experience that was too painful to deal with. Thus, the divided self with protechtors to shield the inner child from futher pain. It might have made sense at the time, but once these walls are built they are very hard to tear down. You need to reach a place where you can deal with the root problem or flash point. If indeed there is one and you were not born with this condition, then you can confront/face/deal with the root stimulus that MAY have caused you to end up where you are today.
Hope this helps,
Good luck on your journey.
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