Well you know in all truth my friend. It's your DD that's the disaster. A Non-Stop broken record of self-pity based on nothing but self-perpetuating Doom and Gloom and verbal diarrhea. Just listen to yourself you are actually fearing anything that's positive.
It's that attitude you need to work on buddy. Now look I'm a very busy guy I'm not here to educate you just don't have the time for it. But here's something you really need to understand. No amount of self-pity or the sky is falling rhetoric is going to change the outcome of this company.
Anyway the chips fall. There is no better substitute than YOUR OWN DD Including mine...good luck!