hap0206, Am happy to inform you i rejected young ideas about your world when in about 1966 i walked out of a job with the then Price Waterhouse. The young executive whose door i knocked on said, "Be good if you stayed." I said, "Sorry, I'm not getting out of it what i'm looking for and you are not getting out of me what you should." He was maybe mid 30's, huge office with spectacular Vancouver views.
Your world never held any attraction for me. And i have never been interested in the women you say took an interest in you. Never.
It was Plato who said, “He, O men, is the wisest, who like Socrates, knows that his wisdom is in truth worth nothing”