Tornado Alley (PROG)

[newmedman]

I still do a little hypnotherapy with my shrink and some stuff we unlocked was a little frightening. Not so much now as it would have been 20 years ago but I am able to see back to my two year old days sometimes.

I don't suggest it for anyone that isn't ready and even I come out a bit skeptical sometimes but it is there. I told a story not long ago about something I found out that answered a lot of questions that I had about myself. I don't prefer going down that road again because it makes me think too much.

I still have a decent memory from the time I was about 5 but some things are missed and normally those are traumatic experiences. The best part is being able to be open and honest with my mother because she doesn't pull any punches either. Like one time I got a bad feeling in therapy that I was dying when I was two years old.

LOL when asked Mom said, yes you did because both you and I had measles and we were both in bad shape but I thought that I would lose you before I went. Just like that. Straight and to the point.