you got what you wanted, isn't it time to shut the fuck up and see how this all plays out?
shit from 5-10 years ago is all you have on your mind. Did you ever consider blaming yourself for your problems? I know it's hard, it was hard for me but I realized that the only person who holds up himself is me.
You can stop now if you wanted to but you won't and the more you blame other people for your demise the more you look like a fucking fool.