B402, You have just posted one reason why you can't stay away from here. You are so stuck in your sorely deluded party false equivalence mode that you have an - 'a working for the betterment of your whole' - unconscious pull to return here in hope you might finally learn it is possible for you to accept your error, and change your thinking. Your still current problem though is your conscious (for what it is) is stuck so hard it's difficult for your wiser unconscious energies to break through. Your plasticity needs practice. That's one reason why people as you and conix have trouble staying away from this board. You need us.
It was Plato who said, “He, O men, is the wisest, who like Socrates, knows that his wisdom is in truth worth nothing”