No, you are the sad one. Uneducated and underwhelming. Flip flopping your vision of libertarianism from day to day to only support your personal views. Why can't you just be honest with yourself and the rest of us? You're in the tank for the marmalade madman, just admit it. It wouldn't surprise anyone and your hopes and dreams won't be dashed.
It would also explain your incessant whining for months on end.