Good thoughts. And maybe name your demons. Talk to them, find your Stewie, Gnat, Who and Sid, et al.
" don't ever let them treat you like shit."
Suggest it's not so much how they treat you, but how you react to it. Much crap is often better ignored. You know bullies love victims who react. Sometimes, fuck you. Other times, ignore.
LOL, Stewie search 2006 ---- brain, you talk about reading and being honest and not playing word games and yet after i have posted
"That all took about 3 min as no way am I going to have a go at it tonight." .. you reply
"is this an admission that you didnt read the articles?"
NO ADMISSION AS NO REASON FOR ONE .. MINE WAS A STATEMENT OF FACT AND CLEARLY THERE IS NO NEED FOR YOU TO ASK YOUR QUESTION .. and to my
Taking with different aspects of my psyche was fun for a time. It felt it helped. Who knows, maybe it worked some. i think my gambler aspect became Sid because he was the rough nut. i used just whatever name popped in at the time. Whichever felt fight. No hesitation, no reason, no logic. No big deal. Whatever name popped in. Free range you might say. Just fun it always was for me. Fooling around with my head.
Shed what hasn't worked. Try anything that might.
Good luck in any and all consultations you may have in the future.
It was Plato who said, “He, O men, is the wisest, who like Socrates, knows that his wisdom is in truth worth nothing”