Don't know exact physical specifics, but can guess. And i know from what you have said how strong your mental is. And that you have
taken steps to make things better. And that you appreciate living. So i reckon odds are you will get through it for years to come.
You get down. Understood. You also understand where you have been and don't
want to go there again. You have dealt with it. And will. For years to come.
It was Plato who said, “He, O men, is the wisest, who like Socrates, knows that his wisdom is in truth worth nothing”