Now what, you ask?
Well, first of all, you don't cry like a girl. Roll with the punches or leave. If you are still crying over $200,000, you never should have taken the risk. I'd suggest go punching yourself as punishment. Maybe jump off a bridge? I don't know. I can't speak for you.
For me, I'm keeping an eye on the OS count. I think your 3 cents sounds sweet. If that's dilution, I'll just take 100,000 at 3 cents. Toxic or not, that should be good. It's not eternal dilution. If the insiders have any self-respect, they'll fix the toxic situation. If not, well, that's life. Don't risk more than you can lose.
Assume the position if you are you. That's all I can tell you.