i'm not suggesting at all that you believe the same things i do. i did not ask that of you. that was not contained in any of the suggestion.
the suggestion was to become a scientist/detective and conduct due diligence on what you think you know to be correct. just try it. with no bias no way or the other. you're on a discovery.
and try not to rely on your own 'mind drivel' to rationalize your self through it all.
invest at your own risk, based on your own due diligence, at your own risk tolerance