That was a very good read, tenac! GOD BLESS YOU in the name of our LORD JESUS CHRIST!
So that if anyone replied to your post, and maybe even prayed that prayer that you supplied as a guide for them , you might share with them 2Corinthians 5:17:
''Therefore, if any man be in CHRIST, then he is a new creature. For old things are passed away; Behold, all things are become new.''
Love ya, broe! In the love of JESUS, AMEN!