mehedi:
I lost my wife of 15 years when she was only 36
It was a medical mistake,I was left with my 2
daughters then they were 10 and 11.I had a ton to
deal with all at once.I took my cell phone and ran over it
and told my inlaws in the car I was sorry for losing it
in front of them, had them drop me at the beach.I found
a nice lonely spot and sat down and just opened my heart
mind and spirit to god as I understand him.He gave me my
answers some not what I wanted to hear but,god never gives
us what we want but he always gives us what we need.My friend
just go find a nice spot and talk to god.I will put your child
on our prayer chain at church.Oh by the way life is great now
my kids are in collage I have a new lady,and a very special
place in my heart for the one i lost.God always gives us what
we need just ask.