Replies to post #4453 on 123Tom's TA study group

[attilathehunt]

Exactly!! That's what it was. It was an astral experience! It was like I was watching myself versus experiencing it. When I woke up it was surreal. That's why I dwelled on it. Or better yet, I couldn't shake it off. It was with me all day.

What is also interesting, I remembered two other things from the dream. One was a checkered flag hanging on the wall next to the maps on the wall showing mountain bike venues. I wished I knew where the places were. It could lead to clues. The other was a word he said. I remembered it began with an "A" and had a "U" and a"N" in it. Later in the day as I was reliving the dream the word Annuitant popped up. Those 3 letters were 6 of the 9 letters of the word. Another strange feeling came over me.

I can draw positive conclusions from most of the images from my dream, however, I could also find some negatives. The two negatives are his hair cut and his Employment contract where I read he could be released without cause. The positives are many. Like the checkered flag saying the race is over. He is leaving to live his dream of mountain bike'n around the world. An annuity of sorts. Him saying what he says are facts.

It's hard for me not to want to believe, however I've been disappointed before. Whatever happens the emotional outcome will be extreme.

To compound my anxiety over the issue I devised a plan (many months ago) of what I would do if I hit the jackpot. I have two things I want to do. Help feed the poor and help out financially with a cause my church is doing (planting other churches around the world - I want to do something for the children of those churches). My Lord and Savior speaks to me about these items. And today at church, my pastor, talked about going above and beyond, about showing generosity and how our Lord will take care of those that give. My point is, I felt like I was receiving a reinforcement message that I need to fulfill what I've been praying about and don't think about buying that Ferrari and other material things you always wanted. Do good and be generous.

Thanks for listening. One way or another I want to find out if A2-73 is the real thing or not. Hopefully we will know soon.