Zargis, interesting read! I refer to your p.s.s. that is a very interesting read. It gives me a reason to think that you have an innate gift/talent to express them fluently in words. First there are the feelings of course. But the ability to express as you have requires much more. Haven't read in such poetic style giving expression of feelings and experience, and the flow of emotions in such sensibility... in trading stocks! Technical stuff usually are not the domain of too much feeling as it requires a discipline and self control of ones feelings/emotions to start with.
Even if trading in stocks may not be in harmony with your sensitivities and range of feelings, it surely appears it can trigger a talent in you for creative expression of the whole range of experience in poetic style.
I surely would enjoy reading it as I find this uncommon for trading. Actually without my engineering background and career in project management, I would not be able to trade if left to my own emotional nature. It was a pleasure reading it. I thought you were quoting somebody else's story first! Very nice, indeed. Salute, friend.
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