I have absolutely no clue what you are asking or talking about -- your post does not make sense.
You can go back to any TDCP post that was not deleted by doing a keyword search or scanning thru all of the old posts -- there are 50 posts per page so you can just keep hitting the "Older" button until you find the post you are looking for.
When I delete a post, I provide the reason as to why the post has been deleted. The majority of posts I have deleted on this board are either off-topic or include vulgarity/personal attacks. I do NOT delete posts with any information relating to TDCP whether I agree with it or not (unless it includes vulgarity, personal attacks, etc.).
Today, some of your posts were deleted because you were effectively spamming the board and saying the same thing over and over again. I am trying to make this board as valuable all members as possible whether you are pro or against TDCP. I hope you can understand that.
I'll consider this topic closed and any future posts relating to this will be deleted for being off-topic.