Exactly. I get a bit jumpy when I want to buy (probably a bad habit, but its my personality), and I hate sitting around waiting for an order to get filled just to see the price go up without me.
This stock has taken forever a couple times, and I've had to chase it up for that reason. Due to this I have reluctantly been putting my order in above the ask my last few buys. Two things have happened each occasion... 1) It still takes a while to fill 2) I know I most likely won't pay the full amount I'm willing to offer.
It's quite interesting, and not something I have experienced before.