Well man, sounds like you have it rough...lol
If you don't like this company, then sell your shares and move on, why are you PMS'ing on this board? What are you trying to persuade US to do...if you have questions, email the CEO or IR, and I'm 100% sure they'll be glad to answer your questions.
What do you expect us to do for you? You know what, there is something we can do, give me your address, and I'll buy you some tampons, cranberry juice, and some teenage girl's magazine and send them to you in the mail.
Will that make you feel better?