If you are that worried then don't buy in with that much money.
Risk what you feel secure risking, and also realize, like me, sometimes like has a way of compounding itself on things; three surgeries is no joke, especially none after another..
So don't buy into my hype, do your research here, I've left plenty of resources around.
Then decide what's best for you!
Somehow I doubt you so easily flip a switch.
Your intentions are known, guess I'll be able to see the level 2 on my Ameritrade now..
If you are going to sell then please just do.
Good luck! And let's gooooo wcvc!