I'm not sure why you can't understand that the company is CLOSED, OUT OF BUSINESS, DONE, OVER, DEAD or whatever other word you choose to utilize. But, regardless, I doubt others will have much difficulty understanding that without a trading symbol or a Market on which to list stocks. There is NO VALUE in what a former investor is left holding. But, if it makes you feel better not to accept reality. God Bless you. I do however firmly believe the club in which you belong has very few if any other members.