Your comment, "Totally agree... It is to do or die!!!" just reminded me of another quote. "Ours is not to question why, ours is but to do or die." We either believe cause and risk is worth going through the process for or we don't. We are where we are now and I am glad you have made it past the point of lament and are simply stating realistic expectations with regard to the process. I am also glad someone chose to risk it all for all of us almost 2000 years ago. Remembering this helps me find balance and put the risks I take into proper perspective. Best wishes.