"Could have---could have"---it seems to be your perspective trying to right itself.
That's not a place I go to as it would undermine my self-confidence. I determine my goals, set doable targets and then implement my plan of action. I never got into PUGE for pennies. I'm here for the bigger picture which I hope is realized. But I don't see it happening immediately nor does it have to for me to be happy.
Words like "could, would, might"---these are subjunctive mode meaning they represent conditional things that may or may not actually come about. I need to deal in a world where I can point to something and declare:
"That's mine!"
All other things are beyond my personal reach. Take PUGE, for example. I don't get to steer the company. But I do get to stand behind CEO Burckhardt. And I will continue to do so as long as I approve of how he's handling matters crucial to our jointly owned company. There's nothing conditional in this for me. However, I definitely do wish you well! I am thinking this stock is not a good fit for you, based on your expectations exceeding the results thus far.