Heu lobo, you don't owe anybody anything but your own self and family happiness. Fuck those people you'll never make them understand and don't die tryiong. Hang on to your information and only tekll the good people who deserve it. You can;t save the world. Your a good guy and your getting a bad rap, you shjould be tired by now. Focus on your wife not the can of,peas.
IMO it's just been an unrelenting spin cycle and it has been for over a year. Pat responses that don't really answer much of anything but that's what spinning is all about.