No, I do believe you!
My point is that 250,000 shares is only about $125,000.00 dollars.
My girl just checked Orbitz for a two week package to Europe from Panama for wife, kids, nanny,and the best price for flights, hotels, driver, etc. was about $63,000.00. So you are having a cow because you are down maybe a few thousand dollars with a stock whose fundamentals are sound. Cry somewhere else....