New & improved Swamp

[Paule]

Waif called my son a girl. I do not see how he could have confused my writing. No Vivian, I have been deluding myself into thinking that we at MF and swamp are something more than just casual acquaintances. We have opened up and shared parts of our lives that we do not with others. Many of us have talked to each other on the phone and sent real mail. We have dropped everything when one of us is in crisis. We have invited each other on hunting trips and to our homes. Waif put it succinctly, he has not met me in real life so I matter not. I know my place.

Last night was not a tangent. I write with passion and emotion and get accused of foaming at the mouth.It is only when I write cold and callous do I get treated normal? People are even intrigued at what I have to say. No I do not think the problem is with me, I believe it with all the people afraid to expose the real self their with the interactions with others. I feel it is an awful shame to have to conceal whom you are to be accepted. Again I thought the click at Swamp was above this superficial behavior.


I’ve never been accused of being the smartest apple in the barrel but I can see when something isn’t right with someone. Yesterday Judd displayed some unusual characteristics. For the last two days I have been concerned about Judd and have repeatedly asked you about it. This concern is genuine. Once again I see it is unwanted concern and I should mind my own business.

I am sorry about your headache. This whole situation has been one great big one. I still wonder who is lying to who when they say that these threads do not have an effect on or in any way influence persons outside the computer world, when clearly there are hundreds of example to the contrary.



Emoticon signing off.