Indy/Tower- Re: talking mostly to myself.
Since Sept. 11th, there is a cold, seething, rage, bubbling up inside of me. It has no value and it has no meaning, it just is.
You are not the only one, my friend. Normal is no longer normal anymore, and we all must tread through life until we know how to react and cope. I am trying to live my life in the same manner as prior to Sept 11, but it is hard to be normal when I go to the airport and see the National Guard there with their side arms.
I have mixed emotions over the bombings of today. On one hand, I am happy that we bombed their asses. On the other hand, I am fearful of the retaliation that is inevitable. FDR said "we have nothing to fear but fear itself" I no longer belive that statement to be true. There is much to be fearful of.
Be safe and at peace.
