RLK, I recommend that no matter how much one has, don’t ever get into an investment like this unless you’ve been married for minimum 20 plus years. I started this one three years in. I destroyed my family over this. Most likely will end alone which I take full responsibility for. My brain was never strong enough to do something this grand. The fact that I’m not dead yet is pure luck. People need to remember that in life there is so many unforeseen obstacles that one must be prepared for. I started this bud while my wife had my second child that as you know is seriously challenged with Tuber Sclerosis and she has the worst of it. I now have two family members on dialysis, one old one young, without any hope in site. I wish I could say my marriage is great but I shit on that through self pity, greed, selfishness, unawareness and whatever else you can throw on top of the pile. I failed almost on every level and yet here I stand. I truly believe I am above ground today because of God’s grace. But I do feel my clock is ticking and ticking fast. Don’t care too much about deal anymore or anything really. Which is scary people. I don’t want to become numb. Just trying to manage my brain. Need to stay right for my kids. I can fail everything but I can’t fail my kids. They didn’t sign up for this nonsense. I wish my wife never met me to be honest. She would’ve been so much better off having a simpler life with person that can give her everything she needs. Ending up with crazy guy is not what she signed up for. Very unfair for her and all immediate family. Any ways. Sorry people. Running off at the mouth again. Didn’t think I was going down with another nervous breakdown / crazy road. I hope all of you remain well unlike myself. I believe some of you are machines unlike this guy. You go genius’s and investment wizards. Keep up the good work and stay you. Hula Hula Cuckoo Penny
