Lucky, that's because you are a fighter, you are a Maverick, an outlaw. it is not enough for you just to make money. You want to stick it to them, you want to show to the HERD that your are not a sheep like them, that you are not afraid to go against them all. For you the victory is sweet when you beat a tough opponent, aka a strong market trend. Anyone can make money on calls when the market is going up and up every week. But that's not satisfying for you. You want more. LOL. How I know ? I was like that too. Gave up long ago. I am a sheep now. LOL
GL man !