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Looks like someone wanted in.
Sht, can't blame them.
Be at ease. The pillows in the morning is a reminder. I never forget.
You help in the memory that SHE was and is.
I'm coping. Not as tearful.
Still chatting with her daily.
Still looking for her face in crowds.
Always expecting some revelation of "it was a mistake".
I kept my promises and there was no Mournful (bullshit tears) at a funeral, and almost everything has been arranged for her Birthday Memorial in the 25th of June.
I'm so excited
:) :) :)
While the circumstances differ, the similarities are crushing...and now, all I can say is ---
E-V-E-R-Y WORD.
E-V-E-R-Y DAMNED WORD.
(Almost)
My soul is empty. There is little to No Meaning or Purpose. Most things I do do in life are simply to uphold our rituals....(OUR RITUALS)...and all else is auto-pilot.
I have kept all my hydros...(for more or less), "Just in Case", and ONLY BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW THAT I WILL FIND HER, I am still here....and in wondering why and questioning my continued existence, in being here, I can remember her. I make sure she is not forgotten.
"The thought of ever touching another woman again becomes taboo, because the heart is forever promised to the one and only."
?? :(??:(??:(??:(
FOREVER!!!!
She IS My Greatest Love. With our vows, I was supposed to live the rest of my life with her. Instead, she lived the rest of hers with me. Although, among my comforts, is that She is not the one Heart-
Broken...There can and will never be a replacement.
(Almost...Almost every word)
It all matters.
Had she not entered my life, as a sociopath who has an extremely hard time relating to "love", I cannot imagine the heartache I may have caused others. The years have passed, and as the wall will go back up, honoring her memory will be my connection to humanity.
Had you not stuck around, you would not be here yo help validate my tremendous pain, assuring me of my normalcy in an utter absence of purpose.
Would you understand how tough it is to Just Want to go Home....and Home isn't home anymore?
Ha-ha.
I understand.
Truly. I do.
...and no offense taken.
I truly DGAF.
Really, I don't.
This will go parabolic one way or the other.
While I hope it moons with Richards selling the shell; (because his stupidity cost My Greatest Love from enjoying any rewards of her sacrifice), and I would value his loss to my (our) gain.
Perhaps he pulls that 1/2% chance out of a million and pulls the proverbial rabbit out of his ass.
Ok .
Again, we moon.
Been here way to long to give a sht one way or the other.
Truthfully, though....
G' head. Take us sub-penny.
See if I don't take another chomp.
LOL
Be right there with' ya'.
I'm not certain why I thought you would appreciate this.
We were "together" 6 years. Trudged through all that "relationship shit" and the year I proposed...tge year my brother died and off-set the wedding...
This is 2011 was us.
(Minute mark: 3:02-3:12)
Why?
IDGAF.
You and "us" in unison.
Shiiiiit.
Take me back to 2018 sub-penny (where I first but this wormy apple), and instead of nibbling, I'll take another chomp..
Turch been gettin' paid already.
...but remodeling always sounds good.
(Have a Happy).
There's always that 1 in a million.
...but when you prove yourself to be that one in a million three times, WITH THE SAME BANKROLL....
The evidence suggests it's time to re-shuffle.
Exactly---
"Sooner or later, when he finally walks away and real PLAYERS take over, we can then ponder where to begin our SALES "
I have long suspected Richards lacks the wherewithal to actually pull in an operating and profitable company.
Sell the Shell. Sht. Sell it to Sharp.
He has quite a cult following. Pump us to $3.
LOL
...and Greetings and Salutations to you.
Court Today.
SUCKED!!!
Made the commute, only to learn Cook County re-scheduled all calls and hearings to Zoom, with only Trials in person.
WTF!!!
Okay, made it "on-line" in time. I was disgusted to learn the initial ticket is written "Driving Too Fast for Conditions - with Fatality"
Even the judge was confused. There is no statute to match this ticket as written.
The judge and prosecutor(s) had a coded language legalese discussion...and got ruffled when amy implied the case should be dismissed because the ticket date doesn't match the date of the accident.
Soooo, while it was a significant disappointment, the take-aways are the court recognizes bullshit at the City level, and the court recognized amy is a self-centered little btch with no accountability.
It is continued until June 10th.
While I was promised someone will FINALLY contact me and take my statement and consider my evidence in the meantime, I have a sneaking suspicion this courtroom is prepared to amend the charges appropriately.
....and,
although I grabbed a couple batches of these low 3's,
I am rather waiting the opportunity to snatch a shtload of low and mid two's.
The OS is the float.
We have a large AS, and that's not uncommon with mergers.
Attorney Letter filed March 25th may explain the volume surge.
My apologies to have completely missed your Born-day.
Happy Holiday to you.
No. Not at all. I've returned to work, and been a little busier other than that, it's existence. Occasionally,, it's as if someone -- who never knew her -- remembers she once lived.
And salutations to you.
I grabbed a few today. Not like I'm averaging down with that block...just exploring.
Still coping...but at least now, I do have a court date ahead of me.
I do not yet know what citations were actually written....but I know every day is closer to the end.
Thank you.
First for your compassion. It was something we never saw coming.
It is a DID NOT HAVE TO HAPPEN.
Although we have been together 16 years, in our mid -50's, we looked forward to st least 16 more.
Yes. I have wonderful memories. It is those memories we never built, the experiences we will now, NEVER, have.
It is the overpowering absence.
Those are hurtful.
Secondly, thank you for the summary. It has been a long time in the making, and I would truly appreciate a parabolic move .
Thank you.
(I will never be the same).
She sacrificed soooo much, because she understood the reward would be so much greater; and some stupid, stupid child, doing 50+ in the rain, (in a 30) and making a lane change on a wet bridge took away my EVERYTHING.
I just want data.
The Memory of my Wife and her sacrifice deserves that.
Thank You.
Yes. Yes I am accepting that she is no longer with me. I can NEVER accept the circumstances. And as there is more than one flavor of "Justice", when one flavor has been swallowed; depending on the taste, another flavor may be introduced.
Then, as I can always trade under another's name...like another new friend, I may become an involuntary ....
There can NEVER be another like her
I am Forever Heartbroken.
I am forever sad.
...and as, I do put much value into the support I receive from Men above men...the anger from what this stupid, stupid, stupid girl did remains forever in my vision.
+Imagine you're cautiously driving in a light rain and a SUV comes flying into your windshield at 45-50mph, while creating the top of on a 30 mph bridge.
This shit ain't over
First things first, though.
Thank You.
There are moments of recovery. There are moments of triumph.
...and there is She.
She is My Very Reason.
She is My E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
While I will forever be partially lost without her, I realize I still have purpose.
Long story how I turned down an 89k compliance job (three months of work) because she asked me:
"Don't you believe in what you're doing for the kids?"
Just dropping in to --
"see what condition my condition is in".
Looks like my disappointment will soon be rewarded with a fantastic opportunity to average down.
--- it will never, Ever, EVER be the same; and while this is true, I know she will be very happy to know I added more, while bringing down our cost average.
575 Lexington Ave
4th Floor
New York, NY 10022
OFFICE SPACE only on the 4th Floor.
Little Google search helps.
City of New York would NOT PERMIT a Parking Garage to be built directly above a Lobby.
Again, Google and knowledge of construction permits helps.
Just that....
My expectations, anymore, can never be as joyful as they once were.
*At least the Major Accidents division tracked her down, and while no citations were issued on the scene, they will now be issued.
While Negligent Driving, Driving Too Fast for Conditions, Reckless Endangerment and Reckless Homicide will not bring back My Greatest Love, they will establish accountability.
That's a step towards healing.
I love this board.
Several of you have been more compassionate and supportive than family.
Then again, in a sense, our common bonds may make us a "family" of sorts.
Many thanks for the recognition.
Like MANY, I could have just sat in my subs. While, currently, it seems like a mistake, I believe in supporting my ticker and added too high.
Still, I fully believe they will pay out.l, and over $1.00 will be great
Perhaps.
Where the possibility remains possible, however, I will continue to cheer those incoming Sicilians in the shiny shoes.
This scenario drives ASKH above $2.
--Bring it.
She may not have the fulfillment of experience, but...but if there IS a realm wherein she can see me. She will see me fulfill my promises in memory and honor only.
For what? As far as I know No One...not an investor, not a trader...not an off-the-boat or over-seas idiot matched his Offering.
For that, litigation would be possible. As far as I can recall he never really promised anything more.
The Boy a B!+c#!!!, don't get me wrong...but OTC speculation is not lawfully enforceable.
That's my take...and I'm sitting on 3600 here.
Unless you can submit solid grounds for a CA lawsuit, that, 3600--- it'll just sit where da' phuck it is.
He'll have another Holler soon enough.
Zhang sold the shell, beginning with custodianship in 2019 and ultimately sold in (September of 2020....someone or OTCM can correct me if I'm wrong) to The 7B was created by Zhang as a the Jun An Kang Group Inc.
We are all still waiting to hear, and learn more.
It's a long awaited Reverse Merger. While details remain unavailable, long holders know the available float is less than 12M (around 8-9M) available. The 7B was created by Zhang as a control block, sold to the Jun An Kang Group Inc
We are all still awaiting to find out about the Jun An Kang Group Inc.
It was difficult. It was the love we shared in text messages that helped get me through this period.
I could hear her voice in her written words. Some made me smile. Some made me melt. Some did what they did.
I am so relieved I have this record of our love.
Indeed.
IDGAF
...I know that I had written that before, and for as long as this chump takes to get us those great gains...IDGAF.
Sure, my reasons now are a little different. As my baby sacrificed so many weekends enabling me to add over this very f#ck!ng long period of time, my plans were "our" plans.
And now, more out of resentment that this mf'er failed shareholders again, I will hold until there is actual progress, and hope to leave very little sitting on the table.
I understand we are not all experiencing be the same resentment, similar perhaps. Not the same. And if it never happens... then it will mean nothing without my baby to share what might have been...or, in the case of ASKH, should have been.
No worries, my friend.
No worries, at all.
Promises Made.
Promises Kept.
Outta' 16 years together, EVERY YEAR, for the past 15 (the first year was a let's see) any Holiday Greeting Greeting began:
"From Our House To Yours".
My wife? She is Fully Christian.
Me? I am not.
Yet, an inter-racial S-Anthiest (Me) and a full blood Christian (Her) we're bonded beyond time and space.
The Pain is Great.
Her empty seat at our table is an
empty, yet, fulfillment in My Heart.
She will Never Be Forgotten.
(Shit!, She named me "Thirdsyte" because of my tattoo.)
And every year forward my Holiday Greeting will begin: From Our House To Yours:
May this day remind you of your unending love, your capacity to be Grateful...not for what you get, but what you give, your Generosity...the capacity to give more than what you want. Your Will, and CAN-DO for self and others....May this day remind You of the Harvest, and that All Law Follows the Saturnalia.
Polar believers, sharing a single thought...Fully in Love, and...
From Our House to Yours...
Have a Happy