You have a plan, which is more than can be said for most, but again - your experience is based on chasing at the highs, no stop loss, etc. Why would you allow a 50% loss?
While you lost money or broke even, many others made quite a lot of money during the same period making good decisions.
I hope you get your fill at 5 but I don't see it happening. Even if it does, my stops will hit long before then and I'll buy right back in with you. That's how you make money - maximize gains and minimize losses.