Boca so proud of you not giving up-as they say "you are giving it the BIG FIGHT" my nephew 49 has always been a house framer-such talent-also could create such woodworking- for the last 10 years has been fighting MS some days can't even get out of bed-but when he can he tries to get jobs even if sometimes has to do most of his work on his knees always was so healthy -muscular-then things changed hurts my heart to see his struggle his brother healthy as a horse -lives off of his girlfriend --go figure