Well I thank you for saying that my friend...I had my days as a devil too for many years...I was a pretty wild person. I one day realized as I looked around for my friends and they were all dead...that maybe just maybe I was killin myself to live!!- LOL...I had a personal epiphany and was " saved " from myself and my way of life. As hard as I have it sometimes I still feel extremely blessed to have had as good of friends as I did. My health problems kick my ass by the end of each day,but I go to bed and somehow draw up enough healing and strength during my sleep to go out and do what I need to do every day...I make crappy money at a crappy job but I put aside what I can every week and buy a little more MJNA and other stocks for a bit of a cushion for later on...With MJNA I think I will have a HUGE thick comfy cushion for later on when things get really hard...I am not daunted - EVER! I very much treasure all you guys and gals here tooas friends and supporters...we are going to all have a lot easier burdens when this ship comes in..not just financially either...The products and promise of new meds to come will benefit us and our loved ones...THAT my friends is BEAUTIFUL! Love ya all and have everyone in my prayers...