The pain is only realized when you sell! It's the anticipation of the loss that hurts. How many other investors, like you, have reached the limit of depression and pain? IMO there are a few more than just you so expect that a few more will fold. This stock is not for the faint of heart.
I suggest that you remember the facts of this company, consider your investment a total loss, and NOT SELL. The facts outweigh the negative sentiment, IMO. The sooner you and others gird up your loins and stand fast, the sooner the blood letting stops. As long as the "longs" keep fading the blood-letting continues.