I hear you. It was life issues for me. Market wise I broke even, thank god. Serious pay issues on job, almost lost a home to foreclosure. And my wife passed away 6 months ago.
I'd tell you the rest, but I don't want to depress you lol. J/k
I'm back now, but well be sticking to listed stocks. need to wet my feet again and redevelop my nerve. Been awhile.