Wall I will put it like this.....it's like being in a car wreck every 5 minutes......know how you focus on stupid shit....like the song playing......your dirty windshield......etc etc......just like that......then your legs or arm shakes because of the adrenaline rush..... Nothing romantic......I threw up as soon as I saw my first decomposing body.
God one more thing.....the filth and the smells ......we. Guys couldn't bathe for 45 days Girls could every other day...... God we stank and we were around 10 K unburied bodies......We had boils everywhere.....I cut one out of my knee.......by the way.... I am going into grab a beer and take my pills. Lol....Sorry I was an Asshole on your board.....I deserved the ban.