Doubledown,
Just when I start to get discouraged with some of the things I've read on this board.. I come across your post and it changes everything -- member mark my friend.
I'm sorry to hear about your situation and I pray that you continue to make progress and get better as you continue with this battle. You definitely drop a lot of knowledge in your posts -- regarding the stock game and life in general, so I just want you to know that it is greatly appreciated!
Hang in there and I look forward to hearing from you again.
God bless, good luck, and thank you for sharing your thoughts!
-CP